There is darkness inside us all…
It surfaces when we fight our other self
It strives and flourishes when we fall to ruin
We seek companionship at a perilous carelessness

Faults… In our humane nervous system create
Such horrible images…
Although… the seemingly warming comfort of friends…
Turns out to be only a camouflage of our emotions on wry

These friends… the false smiles and the untrue words…
They are puppets… puppets sent by our minds eye
To trick and make us suffer
In other words… We are at war with ourselves…

Its so hard to find true friends...
Not those who are the puppets...
And then it seems... they leave you...
They leave you and worry you
And make you weep for your sanity

So then you wonder... are they also puppets?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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Clubs:








I Own Darcia and Yami Malik!

Another evil quiz for ya all to read...

Arg! Castlevania holiday picture contest! Must begin! *runs off to draw*

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa shopping! *glares softly* I wanna go shopping... damn my inability to drive.... CURSE AGE LIMITATIONS!!!!!!! *squirms*

Congrats to for getting the 666 kiriban!! sanyuuu n.n

Im so happy....

RAMMSTEIN! MUHAHAHAHAHHA!!!

OMG!! SILVER CERULEAN 2 UPDATED!!!!!! NOW GO READ IT!Please and thank you ^-^

General
[Name] Tara
[Birthday] September 26, 1989
[Weight] 118
[Astrological sign?] Libra
[Chinese zodiac sign?] Snake
[Location] Colorado
[Marital Status] Single
[Eye color] Brown
[Height] 5'2
[Shoe size] 9 in mens, 7 in my friends boots
[Parents still together?] Yes
[Siblings?] Nein.
[Nieces/Nephews?] a lot…
[Kids of your own?] No
[Grandkids?] nope
[Pets?] my bubble eyed fishy
[Education?] 9th
[Rent, lease, or own your home?] heh I wish
[Have any credit cards?] No
[What do you drive?] *starry eyes* I want my Mustang

Favorites
[Color] Black
[Number ] 17
[Animal ] eh…
[Vehicle ] I wish
[Flower ] Black rose
[Scent ] Cinnamon
[Shape ] Triangle(shaped like fangs)
[Book ] Merrick By Anne Rice

Do you...
[Color your hair? ] No. I wish
[Twirl your hair? ] eeeeehhhhhh
[Have tattoos? ] No
[Piercing? ] No, used to
[Cheat on tests/homework? ] Homework…
[Drink/Smoke? ] wine please
[Like roller coasters? ] hell yes
[Wish you could live somewhere else] Egypt!
[Want more piercing? ] nah im good
[Like cleaning? ] it makes me tired
[Write in cursive or print? ] print…..cause no one can read my cursive
[Carry a donor card? ] No
[Swear a lot? ] No
[Own a web cam? ] have one…. It sucks
[Know how to drive? ] >> << Mebe
[Diet? ] Sorta
[Own a cell phone? ] I wish
[Ever get off the damn computer? ] ….mebe
[Habla Espanol? ] Que?

Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] …..no
[DUI? ] parent has
[Been in a wreck? ] No
[Been arrested? ] No
[Been in a fist fight? ] No
[Kicked someone in the nuts? ] yep
[Stolen anything? ] from my friends…
[Held a gun? ] No
[Drank? ] water?
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] ….no
[Considered a life of crime? ] No.
[Considered being a hooker? ] ewww
[Cried over a girl? ] Never
[Cried over a boy? ] >> << Mebe
[Lied to someone? ] does this quiz count?
[Been in love? ] Can I bite you?
[Fallen for your best friend?] ehhhhhh I would think not…
[Made out with JUST a friend? ] Nooo
[Been rejected? ]Meh.
[Used someone? ] No
[Been used? ] No
[Been kissed? ] Nope (oh the loser I am…)

Now
[Current mood] ……
[Current music] RAMMSTEIN!! MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA
[Current taste] People mmm j/k
[Current hair] long and straight as always
Current annoyance] This quiz arrrgg
[Current smell] Tempra paint… strange…
[Current thing I ought to be doing] drawing
[Current windows open?] AOL, Winamp, AIM
[Current desktop picture] Dracula 2000 Baby! Woo!
[Current book] ….
[Current cds in stereo] I use my compy…
[Current crush] None
[Current hate] being lazy…
[Current job] Im going to get one soon…

The last time
[Last movie you saw] hmmm Dracula 2000 and Dracula II: Acension
[Last thing you had to drink]* looks at her glass of WATER* …
[Last thing you ate] That nasty burrito… Bleh
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Kilian kun…

Do you...
[Do drugs?] No
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] nope…
[Play an instrument?] Not talented enough
[Believe there is life on other planets?] Yes
[Remember your first love?] kinda hard to forget..
[Still love him/her?] Sha.
[Read the newspaper?] Once in a while…
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] I dun wanna know…o.O;;;
[Believe in miracles?] whas a miracle...? Vampires? Vampires are miracles! n.n
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] Yeah…
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] In what way
[Consider love a mistake?] Soemtimes
[Have a favorite candy?] If its sugarless gum…
[Do well in school?] … uhm…. Eheheh yeah I guess… I am passing…
[Go to or plan to go to college] I have to…. *grumbles*
[Wear hats?] rarely….*pets her only hat*
[Hate yourself?] Who doesn’t?
[Have an obsession?] Two…
[Have a secret crush?] I think he already knows….
[Do they know yet?] I DON’T KNOW ...want me to ask?
[Collect anything?] No
[Have a best friend?] Kylie! I love ya man! XD j/k
[Close friends?] meh…
[Like your handwriting?] Never have, never will
[Care about looks?] I didn’t put my nail polish on yesterday! >.<

=Love life=

[First crush] Justin…
[First kiss] Never been kissed
[Single or attached?] Single
[Ever been in love?] Yes
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] Awww cuuuuteee XD ANDREW! YOUR MEAN! IM NOT SHALLOW! >.<
[Do you believe in "the one?"] Que?
[Describe your ideal significant other] Pale and pasty.







I Own Darcia and Yami Malik! Squee!

Ahh nevermind... Its on Decamber 1st! ^-^

Silver Cerulean 2- Return of Ansem~ In progress...

Quizzes:

Quiz 1:

Name: Tara
Nickname: Squeaky
Age: 15
Sex: Female
Sexuality: Straight
Single?: Yes and have been for ages
Shoe size: 9 in mens skater shoes (Vans)
Questions:
Do you like chicken wings?: …..gross
Have you ever eaten dog food?: No
Most embarrassing moment?: I shall never tell them to you
Ever had a crush on a teacher?: No
Did you cry during Titanic?: No
Do you like anime?: Yes
Do you like videogames?: Yeah
What's your favorite music category?: My favourite is rock. Has been, is, and will be forever more.
What sound annoys you the most?: People who talk… and clearly shouldn’t
Are most of your CDs burned or purchased? Purchased
Do you laugh when nothing's funny?: Yes
Do you cry when nothing's sad?: No
Do you own more then 332 animals?: No
Do you have any animals?: No
What's your animal's name(s)?: …
Do you like your real name?: No
If not, what do you want your real name to be?: … wouldn’t you like to know
Do you like reality shows?: No
What color would you dye your hair?: Black or extremely dark brown
Are you a vegetarian?: Was
What do you want to be in the future?: To travel
Do you believe in Santa?: No
The Tooth Fairy?: No
The Easter Bunny?: No
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: I never have slept with any stuffed… anythings
Personal quote?: More Molesting Less Protesting
Views:
Gay marriage: Go ahead
Abortion: Sure why not
Marrying your family: Sure… just none of mine… *shudders*
Death penalty: Yes
War: Kick ass. More.
America: Burn, Baby, Burn
Sexism: don’t care. Do it to me and Ill hurt you
Cruelty to animals: Cruel. Simple enough. Something that cant kill you back? Try doing it to a Bengal tiger. *smirks*
Racism: I don’t care. Ive never done it
Favorites:
Five favorite bands: I only have two… Rammstein and Metallica.
Five favorite movies: Interview with a Vampire, Ghost ship, Queen of the Damned, Pirates of the Carribean, Interview with a Vampire.
Five favorite anime characters (If you like anime): Hmm… Yami Malik, Darcia,
Five favorite videogames: Kingdom Hearts, Castlevania Lament of Innocence, Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy IX
Five favorite places: State of Mind, Home, Bed, nice dark places with a soft chill. Does a cemetery count?
Five favorite TV shows: Ghost Hunters, The Crow, Mad Mad House, and… screw it… that’s it.
Five favorite CD's: Rammstein Reise Reise, Metallica St Anger, Velvet Revolver Contraband, Godsmack Faceless, and Korn Issues
Five favorite songs: Feue frei!, Amour, Shoot Me Again, Mein herz Brennt, Kill Your Idols
Favorite soda: That’s digusting…
Favorite food: What is this food you speak of?
Favorite sexual position: …. You demented hump monkeys
Favorite sport: None
Favorite actor: None
Favorite actress: None
Ten things you hate the most: …… there are too many to list.

Quiz 2:

IN ONE TRY..TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR: …don’t think so

FINGERS: Tara
CHIN: …
ONE FINGER WITH EYES CLOSED: …
CHEEK: …
ELBOW: …
LIPS:
PALM: …
BACK OF HAND: …
TONGUE: …
NOSE: … WHAT DOES THIS PROVE!? HOW SKILLFUL YOU ARE WITH BODY PARTS!? Holy hell people!
-----------------DESCRIBE--------------- ---

-- YOUR HERITAGE: German…
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Boots wit crappy flame son them…-- YOUR EYES: Dark Brown
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: …
-- YOUR FEARS: …
ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: Be known as the one who loves the 1700’s…
----------------WHAT IS------------------

-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: Im alive?! Damn…
THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: Is he hot? *peers*
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE SAME SEX: I hate you.
-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: ….none
-- YOUR BEDTIME: WHENEVER I WANT but I get tired around 11:00
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: None
-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: … none
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------

-- PEPSI OR COKE: neither
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: Digusting
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Single.
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: Neither
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: …neither
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Mocha Latte… just don’t make me make it…

-----------------DO YOU------------------

-- SMOKE: No
-- CUSS: When I want to…
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: Yes
-- HAVE A CRUSH(ES): Yes.
-- WHO ARE THEY: WOULDN’T YOU LIKE TO KNOW. Oh fine… Kilian and Justin…
-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: No
-- WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: What is this….college?
-- LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: No
- WANT TO GET MARRIED: Yes.
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: Ah…prayers to the one who can accomplish that.
-- GET MOTION SICKNESS: I get motion sickness from anything
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: Nein. Nein nein.
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: No. but I try…
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Sure… except my mother…
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Bliss…
-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: I used to, and found out that I am inadequate in that area of skills

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------

-- DRANK ALCOHOL: No…
-- SMOKE(D): No…
-- DONE A DRUG: No…
HAVE SEX: No…
-- MADE OUT: No…
-- GO ON A DATE: No…
-- GO TO THE MALL: Yes
-- EATEN SUSHI: Yes…
-- BEEN ON STAGE: No…
-- BEEN DUMPED: No…
-- GONE SKATING: No…
-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: I tried making brownies… they burnt… but that was a long time ago.
-- BEEN IN LOVE: yes I have and still am.
-- DYED YOUR HAIR: I wish
-- STOLEN ANYTHING: No… will swipe things though

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: Yes
-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING? I wish.
-- TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM: Nope. Prolly kill myself..
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: ….sadly… yes… during Last Samurai…
-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT?: aaahhhhh yes my beloved mental psychos how your are loved…
-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: …no
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: No…
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: Unfortunatley I had a very experimental childhood….
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: No
-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING?: …. I hate public. So that makes it very difficult to do such.
-- BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: No
-- BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": … no
-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: a tease? No.
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: Hmm I like to beat ON people… but no…
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: Im normally the pain enducer, they run away in fear.
-- SHOPLIFTED: No

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------

-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: uurm… 17-21 ish?
-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHH NEVER NEVER NEVER
-- DESCIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: Either a dark morbid wedding, or a wedding in a plantation mansions, candles and outfits in all…
-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: Young.
-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?: I have no idea.
-- WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT?: Hurm… Egypt isn’t a country is it? Lesse…

-----------------OPPOSITE/SAME SEX------------------

-- BEST EYE COLOR: Dark
-- BEST HAIR COLOR: Black or blonde
-- SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Both. Preferably long.
-- BEST HEIGHT: Quite tall.
-- BEST WEIGHT: Fit.
-- DATE LOCATION: …
-- BEST FIRST KISS LOCATION: …
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------

-- NUMBER OF BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS YOU'VE HAD: lets see… those don’t count…
-- NUMBER OF KISSES YOU'VE GIVEN: none
-- NUMBER OF DRUGS TAKEN ILLEGALLY: none
-- NUMBER OF PEOPLE I COULD TRUST WITH MY LIFE: 3… yes… 3… one would be best at protecting and making me happy though…
-- NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: used to have ears peiced
-- NUMBER OF TATTOOS: getting to that…
-- NUMBER OF TIMES MY NAME HAS APPEARED IN THE NEWSPAPER?: once.
-- NUMBER OF SCARS ON MY BODY: must I count them? I have more on my left arm then anywhere else. But they are minut. And hard to spot.
-- NUMBER OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: being born.

----------------FAVORITES--------------- ---

-- SHAMPOO: Physique. My hair rejects everything else.
-- FAV COLOR: Cerulean Blue
-- DAY/NIGHT: Night
-- SUMMER/WINTER: Winter
-- LACE OR SATIN: both please
-- FAVE CARTOON CHARACTER: wtf…cartoon?
-- FAVE FOOD: Blood.
-- FAVE MOVIES: Interview with the Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Ghost Ship.
-- FAVE SPORT: None

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------

-- WEARING: 1700’s black and red shirt made of satin, checks the tag What the fuck is U.P.? I know what Polyester is…
-- DRINKING: Water
-- THINKING ABOUT: The song Im listening to.
-- LISTENING TO: Amour by Rammstein

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------

-- CRIED: No
-- WORN JEANS: No.
-- MET SOMEONE NEW ONLINE: No
-- DONE LAUNDRY: No
-- DROVE A CAR: No
-- TALKED ON THE PHONE: No

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------

-- YOURSELF: No
-- YOUR FRIENDS: If theyre extremely talented.. probably explains why I have so few…
-- SANTA CLAUS: No
-- TOOTH FAIRY: No
-- DESTINY/FATE: No
-- ANGELS: No
-- GHOSTS: I prefer the term Spirits…
-- UFO'S: Yes I do…
-- GOD: No

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

-- DO YOU EVER WISH YOU HAD ANOTHER NAME?: Yes.
-- DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND?: No
-- DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?: I do. What of it?
-- WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS ACTS THE MOST LIKE YOU?: Leanna? Maybe…. I realized a few weeks ago my voice isn’t far from hers…
-- WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST OF YOUR FRIENDS?: Kylie.
-- ARE YOU CLOSE TO ANY FAMILY MEMBER?: Well… somewhat
-- WHO DO YOU HANG AROUND THE MOST?: My computer
-- WHEN HAVE YOU CRIED THE MOST?: … That’s none of your business
-- WHAT'S THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: Watching Kylie draw or Talking to Kilian on the phone or Leanna…or Kylie…
-- WORST FEELING?: Waking up
-- WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?: 4:23 PM Mountain Time

________________________________________ ____________________

+CURRENT+

CURRENT MOOD: Same as always… depressed
CURRENT MUSIC: Rammstein
CURRENT TASTE: that Kix cereal I just ate…
CURRENT HAIR: Dark brown. Down as always
CURRENT ANNOYANCE: … my migraine… *goes for asprin*
CURRENT SMELL: Smells like my espresso machine is on… strange…
CURRENT THING I OUGHT TO BE DOING: My eeEbil U.S. History homework?
CURRENT WINDOWS OPEN: Im in my basement and the wind is blowing way too hard.
CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE: Yazoo
CURRENT BOOK: Getting mad at not being able to read Merrick
CURRENT JOB: …being lazy? Going to school because of the damn law?

+LAST+

LAST BOOK YOU READ: Hmm… I don’t….recall…
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW: Resident Evil 2
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: Water.
LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: Last Night
LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: Kilian

+DO I+HAVE I EVER+

HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK?: Yes.Mostly really confusing ones of me in some random city…and Justin popping in and out… not to mention a few kilians and one strange lee
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE?: I haven’t had one in the past
STILL LOVE HIM/HER: No
READ THE NEWSPAPER?: Sometimes… if Im bored…
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER?: Well… I suppose
CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERs?: Tolerant? As if… they can tolerate me or if I can tolerate them?
CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE?: Sometimes I wonder…
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL?: Wine….
HAVE A FAVORITE CANDY?: Skor or Heath….still deciding…
DO WELL IN SCHOOL?: You could say….
WEAR HATS?: Not really… they normally get swiped…
CLOSE FRIENDS?: Three…
WISH ON STARS?: Nope… wish on clock tiems though.. >.< Damn you Kylie
LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: …..No…. despise it… which is one of the reasons I hate school
CARE ABOUT LOOKS?: Whose? Mein? *grins*

+LOVE AND STUFF+

GAY? STRAIGHT? BI? NULL?: WTF is Null? Wait… do I wnna know?
FIRST CRUSH: Classified Information
EVER BEEN IN A THING CALLED LOVE?: …
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?: Yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN "THE ONE?": Maybe…

+ARE YOU A+
WUSS: Not really…
DRUGGY: No
DAYDREAMER: Yes
FREAK: Yes
DORK: Yes
BITCH/ASSHOLE: Sometimes…
BRAT: Does spoiled count?
SARCASTIC: sometimes…
SHY: Well… I can do it if I wanted to… but normally never want to
TALKATIVE: Depends on the person
ADVENTUROUS: Yes…
JOKER: What is this….joker?
FLIRTY: That’s impossible to me

Quiz 3:

1.WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? 6 AM
2. BIRTHDAY? 26th September
3. GOLD OR SILVER? Silver
4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA? Resident Evil 2
5. FAVOURITE TV SHOW? Ghost Hunters…
6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST? Eggs… *shudders*
7. WHO WOULD YOU NOT WANT TO BE STUCK IN A ROOM WITH? Justin Patterson
(stop snickering Kilian)
8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE? No
9. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? BLOOD! DEATH! GOTHS! 1700s!
10. BEACH , CITY OR COUNTRY? City. Foreign perferred
11. WHATS YOUR MIDDLE NAME? Nova. CURSE YOU STEVE AND YOUR OBSESSION WITH YOUR CAR
12. SUMMER OR WINTER? Winter
13. FAVOURITE ICE CREAM? Chocolate
14. BUTTER, PLAIN OR SALTED POPCORN? Gross
15. FAVOURITE Colour? Cerulean Blue
16. FAVOURITE CAR? Lancer Evolution IV
17. FAVOURITE SANDWICH? Subway?
18. TRUE LOVE? …..*ponders*
19. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE? Immaturity
20. FAVOURITE FLOWERS? Rose. Black perferred
21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN ON THE LOTTERY HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO TELL PEOPLE? Never. Steal my money you bastards.
22. FIZZY OR STILL WATER TO DRINK? As long as it doesn’t have something kicking live in it… stupid spiders
23. WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR BATHROOM? Working on painting it red…
24. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? Two… but I never carry my keys with me…
25. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE TO? I will never get old enough to retire…hopefully
26. CAN YOU JUGGLE? No.
27. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK? None.
28. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? Sit around. Like the year before.
29. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD? Donor? I aint donoring anything.
30. SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU: I found it on Kiznas Journal…
31. WHO DO YOU LEAST EXPECT WILL RETURN THIS TO YOU? Hmmmm Leanna? Well… finished at least…..
32. WHO DO YOU EXPECT TO BE THE FIRST PERSON TO RETURN IT? Hmmm…. Kylie! Cause she already sent it! ^-^

There are pictures in my scrapbook y'know? They do live in there (rarley). Not that its worth it Im just giving you all a heads up.

P.S. Theres even a reeeeally sad piccy of me! Dont look!

Gah my head is killing me... i hate trees.... I HATE THEM... and why is it I must live near the mountains where trees are plentiful? Blurg I feel like I just got out of a blender... X.x need... advil...